I compare myself to a spare tire, spare tire in a compartment. An extra, a substitute, last option. As long as things are well, they won't be needing it. It is just neglected, tossed away, hidden as if it doesn't exist but when things go wrong they'll sought for it. Same with me, At the office I felt that way because I was always been the last option. If things were well, I'm just being ignored but when things got out of hand, that's the time that they'll include me. Honestly I felt bad. Well to be fair with them I was given a chance but I failed so what right do I have to feel bad? right??? But then as I was analyzing or you could say reflecting my situation, I thought about Jesus. How many times have we treated Him with contempt, how many times have we treated Him like a spare tire??? Most of the time, right? Most of the time we make decisions without even bringing or consulting Him first. When the decisions we made didn't work out, and things got out of hand, then that's the only time that we come to Him. When we have problems, we want to resolved it our way, leaving God out of the picture but when things got even worse, that's the time we sought for God's help, that's the time we include God. So how do you think God would feel if we treated Him that way? If during the times that I felt like a spare tire, I felt bad when I don't even have the right to feel that way. How much more God? And mind you God has all the right to feel bad. Why??? Because God is God, He has no flaws, He has no equal, and most of all He never disappoints us. If I blew my chance because I failed, God on the hand never fails. His promises stand true forever. We should never treated Jesus like a spare tire rather we should treat Him with utmost priority. He had all the right for our time, attentions, affections, and devotions. Why??? because He saves us. He had given us the most precious gift that no one can even equal. He had given us His one and only son, Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ died for us, He gave His life for us, us who are unworthy and undeserved. Through Him we are reconciled to God. He clothes us with His righteousness so we can be made right with God. Our Lord doesn't deserved to be treated like a spare tire, He deserves more, He deserve our full devotion.
- 陳錦錦